Kristofer's Bunk

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:30 pm

I look at the ground "I-I'm sorry for. . . . . .Kristofer. . . .I'll explain everything. . . just tell me where to start." I say quietly.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:33 pm

"I just want to know what happened. I thought things were.... great."

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:40 pm

I sit down, "They. . . .Things they were. . . . . . yes but. . . . . .you deserve so much better. . . .and you don't aprove of what I do. . . .and you would die if you found out what happened with Percy. . . . . .and. . .and. . . .you'll never understand why I have to. . . . .or why I do. . . .and. . ..Tay-Taylor. .. . . . .well. . . . ." I put my head in my hands, "I didn't mean to hurt you. . . . .I just didn't want you to be jelous every time I pickpocketed a guy or. . . . . .when you found out about my Percy thing and. . . . .I. . . . . .I want to be your friend. . . . .Kristofer. . . . please. . . . ." I add the next part quietly, "Be my big brother. . . . . . . . .you'd be a good big brother." I say to him. I take a deep breath and don't look up from my hands.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:45 pm

I look around the cabin. "I don't care what you do. I realize that now. It doesn't change how I feel about you. And there is no one better. You are what I need. Not anybody else."

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:50 pm

I stand up and look at him with tears in my eyes, "Kristofer. . . . . .I swear. . .if. . .if things go wrong. . . .I hope you'll be there to help me." I say quietly. I look at the ground, "I didn't mean to hurt you. . . .I did what I thought was best and I see now that it wasn't best for you. . . .I'm sorry. . . . .and if things go wrong. . . . .I'm hoping you'll be there for me. . . .because there is one thing I don't want to do. . . . ." I look at him, "I really don't want to hurt Taylor. . . . ." I say very quietly, looking him in the eye.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:51 pm

I blink away tears. "I...... I guess I understand. I don't really have a choice. I don't want to lose you though. Friends? At least?"

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:53 pm

I nod, "Friends. . . . .Kristofer. . . .untill the day I need you will you please be my big brother?" I ask him quietly. Sincerely.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:54 pm

"If that's what you need, that's what I'll be."

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:56 pm

I smile lightly, "Kristofer. . . .Kristofer thank you. . . . ." I hug him, "Thank you so much."

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:57 pm

I hug her back. "I'll be there for whatever you need."

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 5:00 pm

I smile, "Thank you thank you thank you. . . . . . " I say to him, "Would. . . .would you like to meet Taylor. . . .its that person I was with at the beach. . . .I don't know if you will but. . . . . ." I pull away and smile lightly at him, "You might. . . .he's alot like me." I say to him with a smile, "But not a Hermes kid." I add.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 5:01 pm

I shrug. "Sure."

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 5:01 pm

I smile at him, "Come on come on. . . please come. . . . I think he's at the beach." I say. I turn and leave quickly.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Mon Jun 14, 2010 5:02 pm

I follow her slinging my guitar bag over my shoulder, just in case.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sun Jun 20, 2010 5:39 pm

I walk in and start playing my guitar, realizing I've been doing that a lot lately.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sun Jun 20, 2010 5:55 pm

I leave.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Fri Jul 02, 2010 9:01 pm

I walk in and fall back on my bed with tears in my eyes. I half hoped V would come after me but I knew she wouldn't.

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sat Jul 03, 2010 10:26 am

I laid back, hoping I had cried out all my tears. I pulled out my laptop and ignored the other emails there. I started writing an email to V.
V Zoey Kristofer Anin,
I'm sorry. I took things too far and I know it.
It's just too hard. I still love you. Every time
I see you with him (OH AND PLEASE DON'T LET
HIM READ THIS) it cuts a dagger a little
farther in my side.
Do you care how much it hurts me? It's
awful. Sorry that was wrong.......... My
back key is broken....It's just that I know.
I know that you love him more. But I also
know you still love me. Maybe not in
the same way but you do love me. Is
that so hard for you to admit?
I truthfully don't want to hurt you. Really
I don't. Sometimes I just lose it when I
remember too much. It's stupid and
immature.
I beg you. Please write something back.
Tell me you hate me. Tell me to jump off a
cliff. Tell me to kill myself. Please. Something.
(And it can be good.......)
Still in love with you,
Kristofer Francis Pepe Haysin

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sat Jul 03, 2010 10:29 am

ooc-- her reply would be something like "Kristofer. . .I'm sorry and I've told you that before. I also told you I love you and that I'm counting on you to be there for me. With much love, Veevee." you know blah blah blah

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sat Jul 03, 2010 2:55 pm

ooc: It's still not enough right?

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sat Jul 03, 2010 3:00 pm

ooc-- good gosherz. . . . .when she see's the email it might be longer god!

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Sat Jul 03, 2010 3:01 pm

ooc: Ignore that then

Subject: Re: Kristofer's Bunk Fri Jul 09, 2010 9:46 pm

I look around and sigh,