Aaron's bunk

Subject: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 16, 2010 10:14 pm

I look though my stuff

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 16, 2010 10:19 pm

i close my eyes and strum my guitar.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 16, 2010 10:20 pm

" I'm gonna go to the lake you can come if you want" I say standing up

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 16, 2010 10:21 pm

i sigh and nod.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 16, 2010 10:22 pm

I leave

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 16, 2010 10:23 pm

i walk out.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Thu Jun 17, 2010 2:48 am

I walk in and bury my face in my pillow

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Thu Jun 17, 2010 3:21 am

I leave still crying

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Thu Jun 17, 2010 10:53 am

I walk in and go to sleep

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Thu Jun 17, 2010 11:18 am

I wake up and go to the cabin courtyard

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:11 am

I walk in and bury my face into the pillow crying

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:14 am

i walk in. "Aaron. i have a song for you" i say and sit in a chair by his bed.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:16 am

I lay there with my head still buried in my pillow. I feel the three scars on the right side of my cheek.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:17 am

he would probally hate me for this. but why should i care. i start to play and sing the song.

Well she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different
Stupid boy...you can't fence that in
Stupid boy...it's like holdin' back the wind

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
Stupid boy
Stupid boy

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it, push it around
I guess to build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down
Oh...

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy

Oh you always had to be right
And now you've lost the only thing that ever made you feel alive

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice She Hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy
Oh, I'm the same old, same old stupid boy

It took a while for her to figure out she could run but when she did she was long gone, Long gone

Oh she's gone
She's long gone
Yeah she is
Yeah, ohhh

Oh, nobody's ever gonna love me like she Loved me
And she loved me, she loved me
God please just let her know I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby
Yeah, im down on my knees
She's never comin' back to meeeeeee

i finish the song and look at him.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:21 am

I keep my head burried in my pillow

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:25 am

"another song? if you insist" i say and start to sing and play.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hel* that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

[Instrumental Break]

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.

i frown. "now how did that get there?" i ask myself shaking my head. but i knew how it got there. the memroies are like a fresh pain.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:28 am

I sit up and wipe the tears from my face and lok at her

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:34 am

the memories swim though my head. it felt like it was yesterday. i tossed and turned on the ground. i heard a scream. it sounded like my little brother. i get up and run towards him. there it was. he was lying on the floor. there was tons and tons and tons of blood every where. i look up and see my mom holding a knife. i slowly turn my brother onto his back. there was stab wounds an gashes every where. i look up at my mom again. i clutch my brothers dead body in my arms. "your a monster!" i scream at her. i hold my brother in my arms and cry. my memory changes again and were standing in the backyard. i stare down at the small coffin. they lowered it into the ground. tears streamed down my face. i blink and realized i was crying. i hide my face in my hair.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:36 am

" I'm sorry" I say and start to cry again. I bury my face in my pillow

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:38 am

i close my eyes and see his face. his short blonde hair. his sky blue eyes. his tiny hands reach up towards me. i cry even harder.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:41 am

I see her cr and think O MY GODS HAVE I RUINED HER LIFE

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:42 am

ooc: i gotta go. bye.

bic: i look up at Aaron. he looked so much like my little brother. i start sobbing.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 6:44 am

I keep crying

OOC: same

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 5:55 pm

"Aaron? do you even know why i'm crying?" i ask knowing he wouldn't know.

Subject: Re: Aaron's bunk Wed Jun 23, 2010 5:55 pm

" No" I say quietly