Hope's tree hole.

Subject: Hope's tree hole. 5/23/2011, 12:16 pm

I wake up. I leave.

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/26/2011, 7:50 pm

I come in with freddie onmy shoulder. (his parakeete). "HOPE!!!I NEED YOU...erm i need to tell you something!" i look around her tree and sit on a rock.~sigh~

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 11:47 am

I walk in, violently. I see Carmen. The anger flushes out of me and I freeze.

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 12:58 pm

"Hope..." i say quietly and rise slowly. "i've been looking for you..." i say and scratch my head

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:17 pm

I don't tell him that I've been looking for him too. "Oh?" I say, "I-erm-I mean-I was just.....What do you need?"

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:30 pm

you.i say in my mind "umm...explainations...i guess"

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:31 pm

I glup. "For what?"

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:33 pm

me being in love with you! i screamed in my head. "hope..i think...i heard..i know ...want..." i shake my head confused

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:35 pm

"Yeahhhhh." I say, hoping that he will go on. "Just say it."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:37 pm

well...i am desperatly in love with you for starters. said my mind. "i guess i really sorta like you."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:38 pm

I laugh nervously. I blush. I start to play with my hair. "Umm...Heh-heh. Well um. Stuff is....And I was...um..."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:47 pm

"ya...tell me."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:48 pm

"It's just I um......What were you saying?"

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:50 pm

"hope i lo-..." i pause and take a shaky breathe. i sing the words "i love you" to her with more confidance

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:52 pm

IT'S ABOUT TIME! I say in my head. "Oh um....I...." I can't think of anything to say. I look at him. "I love you too." I blurt out.

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:54 pm

i start to sing 'enchanted' by taylor swift. i stop after the chorus and smile. "im glad."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:56 pm

I think about Alexander. Who needs him? I walk over to Carmen.

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:57 pm

"i know about alexander.but im here now." i say closer to her

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 4:59 pm

"Alexander is........." I say, "He's not the right one......"

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 5:02 pm

"so i have realised. i remember when we met. i wanted to help you get back together with him...then i realised that i didnt really...i wanted you with me."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 5:03 pm

"Yeah.....when Alexander thought I loved you.....he was right."

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 5:04 pm

"well i think its better now." i say pulling her into my arms

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 5:05 pm

I let him pull me in. "If this was a movie.Alexander and I WOULD belong together.........but we don't. Never believe what you see on TV." I kiss him cheek.

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/27/2011, 5:14 pm

"maybe...maybe we are the ones who belong together" i say and smile when she kisses my cheek

Subject: Re: Hope's tree hole. 6/28/2011, 12:09 pm

I close my eyes. I smile lightly. "I...I hope so."