I walked in pulling the dagger out of my boot cutting my wrist watching a few drops of blood trickle i then wiped it off and left

I walk in digging out my swim suit a black and whit pokadoted one I changed and put on wrist covers and walked out with my towel and white over cover

I shadow travel in holding nicci and I fall over clenching my head

I catch him and stumble under the sudden weight I set him on my bed and kneel " you alright?"

"SHUT UP!" I scream "GO AWAY" I unclench my hands from my ears "I'm sorry it happens everytime I shadow travel, the spirits they try and take over and talk to me, it's another curse,
I told you that I'm not perfect"

"your perfect to me." I say still knelling "My anger issues arent very perefect either"

"Im pretty bad to I'm the silent but deadly type of person.. I hold everything in then explode" I lay on her bed pulling my knees towards my chest

I sat against the wall on the floor next to him "Did you see how eaisly my anger comes, when you wouldnt look at me I was already getting upset"

"I didnt want you to see me cry" I said playing with her hand

"I think its cute when guys cry" I tell him watching him play with my hand my hand shifts down to my wrists still covered by the wrist covers I made.

"why do you hide them from me? You know I love you and I don't care about the past I care about right now and being with you" I say lovingly

"Because they are ugly, they remind me of the fife I have been through" I say turning away tugging on the covers

I bring her close " okay baby, just remember I love you" I say

I nod "I love you too" I slowly take off the covers as though it hurts me to do it.

"baby don't take them off if you don't want to! I feel mean now" I say with a sad face

"No, Im done letting these control my life" I tell him as i finish taking them off, I look at my wrists

I slightly move her head up "your beautiful" I say looking into her eyes

I look at him memorized by his eyes I shak my head slightly to focus "your handsome" I tell him

My eyes sparkle as I stare at her and realize I'm in love

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bic I smile and i gently squesse his hand

I look at her she is perfect I squeeze gently back

I look up at him from the floor and smile lightly then look back down at my wrists wanting badly to cover them up like I have the last 3 years of my life but ignore the urge

I look at her wrists and then back at her, "I'm glad I found you" I say

"Im glad you saved me" I tell him

I put my head against her head "you saved me" I said