So. Lately my mind has been screaming at me a few things. Many I won't put here, but one has been the biggest. My mind has been telling me to take a chance because I'm a stupid who**. And finally I'm giving in. If I start going missing, or not getting on as much, don't worry not that you would. I chose to do it. That's because this site is video, and I'm the radio star. This place is like a temporary home; it's not where I belong. I hate what this site has become, has come to. It pulls me down and crucifies my name to be associated with it. I don't ever wanna be like you guys, I don't want to do the things you do. That's why I've never heard the words you say, because I never wanna be you. That that doesn't kill me makes me stronger, and I guess this site has made me stronger, in ways. So I guess I should thank you. I'm to headstrong, I've taken on everyone. I just can't...stay like I do anymore. All I want is a little of the good life, ya know, and I'm not getting it here. I just...need another story. It's time I get this one off my chest some. So I won't stain any sleaves red, I'm gonna try to start edging away from here. In conclusion, if this goes right...though it probably won't...I may not be on this site at all in a years time. Because this sh** is just banana's.


I really hope I can keep to this, unlike all my other times I've said things like this. But this time I think I can. Because this time it isn't my position on the site that makes people treat me this way. So.

So, yeah. Here comes goodbye. Here's to the first of every sleepless night I spend not on this site. Here's to all the tears I won't be crying any longer. Here's to all the pain that will hopefully go away...

And here goes me wishing things had never changed.

But they did. After all. Video did kill the radio star.

~And if none of you got anything that I did in this paragraph besides saying that I won't be on as much, you should listen to more music~

Dorky. ):

I know that we aren't close, but I'm sad to see you go. I know it seems like a 'no one cares until your gone' kinda situation, but I just wanna say the site'll be different without you. I hope you come back one day, even if its just for a visit or something. You're like the older sister I've always wanted, and I don't want you to leave. But if you have to, then I guess I'll just have to get over it. And lately, I noticed that you weren't in the best of moods. And, I read your tiny fonties, bytheway. I never responded or anything because I didn't know how to help. I didn't want to try and end up making you feel worse.

I know it won't seem like I will, but I'll miss you, okay? I wish you the best in life. And I hope you get Heelys for Christmas. If you ever want to come back, I'm sure most of will welcome you back. Hopefully, I'll see you on Tumblr?..

And I got a few of your music references.

Bye Pinky...I know you dont like me that much but I did hope we could be friends...sad to see you go.I hope God watches after you throughout life and he makes sure you will have your wishes and dreams come true.....have a good Christmas...please come back for a visit sometime!I know alot of people who will miss you!All the times I could have added you I didnt and now I regret it.I hope you do well and suceed.May God bless you and your family.
-Shorty89
p.s. since u wont be here for me to say this to you....Have a VERY Merry Christmas! And God bless ya!

Bye Dorky, I will miss you, I just hope that you can get back anytime, site would be different without you, it will be just sad to be like different, like sad, I just hope you like, be happy, have a good time and again, hope to see you again.

Just to clear it up: I never actually said leaving. I said I won't be on as much and such.

Dorky,
I know I don't know you that well, but you helped me alot when I first got started. If you do leave Which would break my heart I just want you to know that you were so much help and everone will miss you! If you do leave, may God bless you.

Well i know we arent the best of friends but i will miss you aswell and i hope you have fun in the good life and i had the pleasure of somewhat meeting you and all our fights and this site will definetely be different without you

Hey dorky,
I know we've had our fights and arguments, but in a way that's what makes me feel like we're sisters. We don't always agree, but we're both stubborn and head-strong which is what causes our arguments and I'm sorry for it all.
In my adult roles class we learned that when you talk, your actual words only convey about 10% of what you mean, so over the internet, it's understandable to get confused about what people are saying. I do it all the time.
Anywho, none of what I said just made much sense and I'm tired, and having trouble typing. I'm horrible about putting my feelings into actual words, and I hope to see you on; when you do get on!
-Arik